navigations are above. :)

there had been few stuff bugging me
i'm not saying that only I have problems
just wish I wouldn't care at some of the stuff

note to self:
i can't change what people thinks about me
i can't control how people want to feel about me
i can't stop what people want to say about me
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i can't
i can't
i can't
sometimes i hate that word..
sometimes i just wish i could undo things

SPM is in 28 days
and i can't really concentrate and study with all my heart
damn..

*quote :
"storms make tree takes deeper roots.." Marie Digby's songs are great!!
it's different from her first album though
but it's nice (:

since everyone can just listen to her songs
lets listen to acoustic version
(it's very very good!!)

trials is finally over(well actually still left one paper)
have been so sleepy throughout the exams

emotional battling this few months
wondering about so many stuff
guess i shouldn't have think too much until SPM is over
just can't help it
and i realized that i'm actually a complicated person
even I don't understand myself sometimes (maybe most of the times)

i'm trying to be a better person you see
i have changed pretty much and i hated me behaving like an ass
still working on it (:

well
anyway
its like 3 something in the morning and i'm suppose to be sleeping
nitez

*fairy please sprinkle me some sleeping dust imy
how far is it from Malaysia?
a thousand miles?
or maybe further? starting to feel the pressure
many people are so down these few days
problems problems problems
i wonder when our lives will be a smooth path

ups and downs
the norm of life

it's not easy to stay positive all the time
everybody knows that
but if u give up even before trying to fix it
then what's the use of complaining?
no venture no gain
keep that in mind
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quote
"life is a climb..but the view is great"


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Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away

yea..i'm in the mood of Hannah Montana..never know it's so meaningful?
well me too Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: dad
3. Last text message: sue jin
4. Last song you listened to: gravity by sara barailes
5. Last time you cried: few weeks ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yea
7. Been cheated on: nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope
9. Lost someone special: um hmm
10. Been depressed: lately
11. Been drunk and threw up: nah..i dun gt drunk ;P

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: mny mny (:
16. Fallen out of love: err..no?
17. Laughed until you cried: yea..hahahaha
18. Met someone who changed you: a few
19. Found out who your true friends were: maybe
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yea..bitches
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: haha..nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: err..i lost count
23. How many kids do you want to have: depends
24. Do you have any pets: fishes?
25. Do you want to change your name: nah..jing wen is cool :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday: last yr..surprised by friends (:
27. What time did you wake up today: 11 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: facebook and chatting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: SPM to be over!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: jz nw?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my attitude?
32. What are you listening to right now: together by michelle branch
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: tommy counted?lol
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my feelings
35. Most visited webpage: facebook,youtube
36. Whats your real name: Cheng Jing Wen (tell me who doesn't know :P)
37. Nicknames: Jingy~,mr cheng's daughter,shortie
38. Relationship Status: single and not really available
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?: SJK(c) Hin Hua
42. Middle School?: SMK Tengku Ampuan Rahimah (STAR)
43. High school/college?: form4,5 - STAR
44. Hair colour: brownish-black (:
45. Long or short: nt long nt short =/
46. Height: 163 cm. (wish i'm taller)
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: m.a.y.b.e
48. What do you like about yourself?: me and myself
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: wait til tattoos are nt painful
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never had
53. First piercing: when i was..form..3?
54. First best friend: siew li..(i cn only rmb her )
55. First sport you joined: basketball
56. First vacation: too young 2 rmb la
58. First pair of trainers: forgot..i was young ok ==
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: watch movie
62. Listening to: touch my hand- david archuleta
63. Waiting on: someday to come

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: maybe
65. Get Married?: depends
66. Career?: a job i would love so much and earn alot

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both :D
69. Shorter or taller: taller!!!!
70. Older or Younger: older definitely
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: LOL..both
73. Sensitive or loud: none
74. Hook-up or relationship: life-long relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: wine?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: ==
80. Broken someone's heart: yea
82. Been arrested: i'm a good person (:
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: yea
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeap

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: yea
88. Love at first sight: yeap
89. Heaven: of course
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: y not
92. Angels: yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no way
95. Did you sing today?: yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: form2..to undo things
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: i forgot the date..lol
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: i am doing it


100 truths for you :

= ashley babe

= avinash

= ting ting

= shi ying

= naqib

Jing Wen
: seventeen
: complicated
: chocolate lover



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